GirlRobot's Pod - by Droniela

I'm still alive.

I've been thinking, as I always am, of getting a little bit away from social media.

The problem is that I'm not a super social person.

Like, I have the need for social interaction, but working from home, studying from home and going out much kinda hinders my ability to socialize.

Whenever I get a little bit away from social media, I definitely feel happier but then in a matter of days I feel lonely.

It's this weird unhealthy relationship where I feel alone out of social media, and then everything on social media annoys me.

There's also the fact that I have too many thoughts I feel like publishing, like this one, or others about random stuff that I feel like it's a good exercise to write them down.

But then, I feel that maybe I don't need to get the amount of feedback a post on social media would give me.

Specially considering I'm not in the mood to code a whole comment section here lol

So I guess I'll try posting my longer threads on blog format here and just refer to them on social media?

Personally, I think it's a waste to post there and expose it to the dumbest assholes on earth, specially on microblogging format where a complete douchebag can just reply to one of the posts without reading the rest, like a complete bafoon.

God I hate that. Why do people have to be so dumb all the fucking time.

But this is besides the point.

General update on life:

I am working and I like my job and my colleagues and even the company. There's good benefits.

One of the best benefits is dental insurance, so I'm doing all the fixing of my poor, mistreated teeth, including bracers pretty soon.

College is not going terrible, I actually have good grades, but I hate it so fucking much. Studying is so dumb, assignments are so meaningless. It's a good thing I'm less than a year away from graduating because this is so fucking DULL.

And expensive! So fucking expensive. I'm not in financial trouble or debt over it but I am completely failing to save money to buy my house.

Which is something of a sore subject lol

I am somewhat close to buying a house but even if I had more money, I wouldn't have the time to deal with everything related to buy a house, so I'll have to wait until I graduate anyway.

Which is a bummer. I found a really good candidate but I don't think it will still be available one year from now.

Oh well, time will tell.

As you notice, time is not a commodity I have in abundance these days, which also means I'm not doing fetish stuff and pictures and whatnot.

Not only I barely have proper weekends (due to college assignments), but I am tired of my tiny space.

So I need money.

To buy a house.

Which I have no time to do either.

See the kind of cyclical bullshit going on?

I could be doing some content on the side to make some extra money and expedite the house thing but nope, no time for that. When I'm not working or studying, I'm exhausted.

I miss my latex fetishist friends, but being around them fills me with not-pretty feelings of envy, and not only I don't want to feel that, I don't want to deposit such bullshit on them. They are good people.

Sooo I guess it will be a whole year like that.

At least I am managing to do some permanent cosmetic procedures here and there, like laser and taking care of my teeth, so when I am able to come back to content making, I'll be prettier =D

See, life is not bad, I'm just tired, stressed, annoyed. But everything is coming up Milhouse, from a future-planning standpoint.

And that is more than I could say about any other moment in my life.