GirlRobot's Pod - by Droniela

Okay it's been a while since I showed up in any capacity and I think we are due a status update.

Not much has been going on lately.

Work is working, college is colleging, gym is gymning.

I am overall well, thank you very much, aside from some changes I was not expecting.

Now that I'm settled with the medication, I am feeling some stuff I didn't before, or at least am being more... honest about it?

For instance, my social phobia is 100% better. I can leave and see people whenever I want without feeling anxious.

I even had a trip to the company headquarters to finally meet my colleagues, drove my longest road trip yet to get there, talked to a lot of people.

The only reason it was not more fun is that I was working lol

But now I'm back to not going out much on account of like

Not really enjoying a bustling social life?

IDK there's so much to be done at home, being social just feels boring lol

Not only at home, I've been REALLY enjoying driving, now that my car is okay.

There's still some mods I'd like to do to it but this is a subject for another post entirely.

Another update is that I am fully gearing towards buying a house, this year. I already have a candidate, let's hope it is still available 6 months from now, when I'm done paying for college tuition.

I'm already concocting plans for what I will do after I finally move to my own house, but not in the anxiety inducing way it was before. Which speaks a lot for the new ability I recently acquired due to medication and therapy:

Patience.

It's such a relief that I finally learned patience. That I can wait for stuff, that I can do things slowly, that I am way more resistant to FOMO.

I guess that was it I had to say xD